Welcome to my Blog! I am so excited to finally be releasing my thoughts and updates. Here you will get my personal thoughts, website updates and some free sexy pics. I plan to constantly update my blog, so feel free to bookmark Here.
I have the wordpress app installed on my ipad pro, so I can even more conveniently update you with some sexy pics and thoughts. ☺
I’ve always been a writer at heart, so having a blog will be very exciting and anticipating to get to do daily. Sometimes I may write my heart, sometimes I may write a poem, sometimes I may just add an update and sometimes I may just want to post a sexy pic. There are so many dimensions to me and I am happy I can share pieces of them with you.
I have to admit, I am naturally shy at heart, but I will try to unfold my deep thoughts with you and not always hypothetically walk around with a mask.
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
Writing for me has always been therapeutic, it served its purpose of therapy and I felt a huge sense of relief when I would release my mental thoughts on to paper and out of my mind. It felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulder. I know I am not the only one who finds writing as therapy, its even been suggested by professionals that if you can’t talk/vent, vent your thoughts out by writing, and instantly you should feel emotionally cured. At least cured from the weight of your thoughts.
“The only person who can pull me down is myself, and I’m not going to let myself pull me down anymore.” ~C. Joybell C.
So this blog will be a main outlet for updates, pics, and my thoughts. I wont be dissecting every part of my thoughts in this blog, because I will be having that on my main blog at misskarisma.com when that site is newly released.
Speaking of sites, I am excited to finally give my sites a whole new look and fresh breath of air and life. I admit its been neglected due to other areas of my life that had over taken my time, but I am here now to give this my all.
I will be revamping all my websites, which is about 4 I currently own. I am going step by step with each one and taking my time to be able to achieve the desired look and needs I want it to be.
“You may not be there yet, but you’re one step closer than you were yesterday.”
Anything that you want to be done right takes time, work, and most of all patience. I used to always want to rush and have everything up but than after I would not like how it looks or how it came out and than a feel of regret would come over my emotions. I want to be able to look at my work and be proud and most of all satisfied.
So this time I am taking my time. In actuality to build a full website takes about 1-3 weeks, and thats if a person does at least 5 hours a day of dedication to it. So that is what has been consuming my time. If you follow me on my public snapchat, you’ll see my stories are just filled with werking, editing, eating and repeat. Because that is all my life has been about lately.
I put in a lot of investments into my business and sites so it definitely deserves it all and most of all the best of me. I am human and sometimes life can just come in our way and thats fine, its natural there are a lot of things we just cant prevent or prepare for, its just apart of life chapters, so I don’t try to beat myself up when I neglect this part of my life, but I do try to get back up and get back in the groove of things.
There is no decision that we can make that doesn’t come with some sort of balance or sacrifice.”-Simon Sinek
I am trying to balance though. I can get so consumed with werk and not know how to turn it all off and just relax. In order to be productive you do have to find time to relax, relax your body, your mind and be able to start again. Just like our bodies need rest every night, so does our minds, we function better after rest. I know I do.
“Allow yourself to enjoy each happy moment in your life.” ~ Steve Maraboli
So while I focus on renovating my sites, I do make down time. Me time. I find a day or two to just focus on me and do relaxing things like binge on a show on Netflix, lay in a bubble bath, or just read.
And I have to say just by doing those little things, HELPS, it helps me a lot because than I be ready to go real hard again on my grind.
For example about two weeks ago, I binged for about 2 days on Netflix watching Greenleaf. I watched all the seasons for those two days. I didn’t turn my laptop on for those two days and I didnt go on any social media. And it felt GREAT.
Because that Monday after I was so mentally ready for grind werk. I was werking on my design for one of my websites, and I completed most of its look in just 5 days.
I felt rejuvenated, I felt motivated and most of all I was focused. Just those two days of relaxing my mind helped out a whole lot and thats how I know having a me time each week is more than beneficial, its necessary.
“Do something every day that is loving toward your body and gives you the opportunity to enjoy the sensations of your body.” ~Golda Poretsky”
I seen on DrOZ recently talking about self care. He stressed how important we need self care and how self care is NOT a luxury, its a necessity. We are better to others when we take of ourselves and that is so dam true! As a matter of fact check out his tips Here & Here, I think you will find it helpful.
I also did go to his website and printed out his self care tips and will be applying them to my life this week.
So all my websites will have fresh new look and fresh new features. Mainly misskarisma.com & karismaxxx.com will have the newest looks and features. I am re building them from scratch up and I am excited of how it will be when it is released.
I do want you to know I am werking daily on my sites and that I am putting my all into it.
I want you to bookmark this blog because I will be posting on here often. I will post the latest sites updates as well as some snapchat updates and sexy pictures.
I am happy to be back in the writing world, which is now known as the blogging world. Its crazy to think that there is a career out there as a blogger and that people do make a living on releasing there thoughts. I remember back in the days all we had was journals and diaries to write in.
So I hope I don’t ever bore you here, I plan to switch it up with different kinds of posts. For now this will be main blog, but when misskarisma.com is released, that will be my new blog home, and there I will really get into depth with my thoughts and etc, and than this blog will just be for karismaxxx website updates.
For misskarisma.com blog I will be more in depth of my inner thoughts & more behind the scenes will be exposed. Misskarisma is my baby, that is the first website I birthed shortly after I luvkarisma.com. Misskarisma.com is about 8 years old, so it really holds a special place in my heart. There you will get more of me and the other sides of me. Karismxxx is pretty much I guess you can the alter ego side, the other side, you know we all have at least two of us. There is A LOT more to me than just sexiness, and of course more than just nudity and I want to be able to share that. Karismaxxx is my hustle, my werk, but just like everyone else who works, there is a life we have outside of work, a personality we own outside of work, and another purpose we serve outside of work. I guess that is best comparison I can give and describe the two parts of me..the Karisma & the Karismaxxx
As I enter into retirement transition I will be showcasing more of me when the misskarisma.com is newly released.
On another note, I want to get back to photography. Fully get back into photography. I’ve always loved photography, and its also therapeutic for me to take nature walks and take photos. I have a canon T5 dslr camera that I still don’t know how to fully function it. Even though its not the most high end camera, it is a good camera to start to practice and master and than upgrade.
Thats what I plan to do on my hiatus. I need to learn my equipment, it doesn’t make sense to own things and do nothing with them. I love taking my own photos with it, but I want to take pictures of nature and other things. I need to carry that camera like I carry my phone everywhere-hah.
I’ve taken every single professional photo of mines since the myspace days, so yea I guess thats a long time. But of course when I am taking my own photos it is being placed on a tripod, set on a timer and than thats it, there is no full learning mode.
So I want to fully be the photographer behind the lens and of course take off the automatic setting mode and learn its full capabilities. On my hiatus I will also be relaxing, and read, read, read. I sooo miss reading and reading to me is actually really fun & comforting, but I just don’t be having any time.
I have so many new books on my Ipad, that I will tackle and read. I even joined a goodreads, and will be sharing the books I’ve read and what I think of them.
Ok so I am looking at my word count and I see it’s almost at 2k, haha I don’t even feel like I wrote this much, but I will end this. Before I do go, I do want to say THANKYOU once again to any fan/customer that have ever supported my website. It means so much to me because like I’ve stated, I am not blind to the fact that there are so much free porn out there, why pay, and most of all I don’t even do the work that most porn do, so thats another appreciation. THANKYOU!
This werk has given me the opportunity to fully learn my craft. It is a lot more than just stripping online, I was able to learn skills, high end skills that todays society use and rely on, and that many get degrees for. I can code, web design, graphic design, photograph, video edit, photoshop edit and etc all because I took the huge change of getting into nudity and managing myself.
I admitted before at the time I had no idea how much I would learn behind the scenes, and how many skills I would of picked up, it was really all about being my own boss, hustling and achieving goals. I guess the cliche that everything happens for reason, really does.
We are all given paths in our lives, and even though we can make certain decisions, a lot of things are out of control. I truly believe we all have a book that is prewritten and than is lived. I believe we all have a reason, a purpose, a path, a destiny.
We can sit there with the why’s, the how’s, the how comes, and stress ourselves out, because life is truly a mystery and we don’t create ourselves to be here nor do we choose it, so I live it, I accept life and take it how it is pieced together. It is all we can really do.
Yes its easy to judge and make comments and remarks, but a person must have the same shoe in life to fully understand.
I really hope you get to enjoy this part of me, the mental part. I think you will find it a bit interesting and just a bit more colorful than just looking at my sexy images and videos. Now you can get an insight to the brain of that sexy picture.
So I welcome you to my blog, I welcome you to my mind, I welcome you to my thoughts, and I welcome you to my world…
Written on Feb 8 2018 | 5:12 pm
Currently Listening to Kenny G (Sentimental)